That's exactly where my life has been for the past month so I apologize for the lack of communication on this blog I was so eager and excited to start. I will spare most of the details, but I do have to say that my daughter is the one thing right now that is keeping me sane throughout the ordeal i am going through. No way in knowing when things are going to get better, but seeing the smile on her face when I pick her up each night makes me realize that someone always has it worse off. I don't know what I would do without her and really she's the only reason that I get out of bed in the morning, and hey, someone's gotta pay the bills that never seem to disappear! I'll show you what I mean when I describe her smile........ Infectious isn't it. This was a couple of weekends ago at the Applefest in our hometown. Much fun and food! I have decided that this is going to be a ritual for me. Last year Madelaine was only 10 months old when we went to Applefest and I put her in the middle of all these pumpkins at one of the apple orchards and the pics came out so cute. The pumpkins were there again this year and I wanted to see if she would sit long enough to snap a couple pics. As long as they display the pumpkins out here I'll be taking her pic there. Here's a peek at last years pic.......I can't believe how big she has gotten in just a year, she's growing way too fast and time feels like its just flying by. So, again I apologize for my crappy bolgging and I promise it won't happen again. Thanks to everyone who wishes me well and supports me right now, I really appreciate it and it means a lot.